Title: Oklahoma City: One Year Later ELCA NEWS SERVICE April 17, 1996 FE-96-01-KR OKLAHOMA CITY: ONE YEAR LATER by: Kurt Reichardt As the trial of an alleged bomber begins in Denver this month, the pain of loss and memory goes on in Oklahoma City. Of that April 19, 1995, one living victim of the terrorist attack on the U.S. Federal Building there recalls "...sitting by my desk in the middle of the eighth floor...seeing a kind of red haze, nothing more. When I opened my eyes, the desk was on top of me. I looked out, and there was nothing between me and the outside. The people between me and the windows were gone. All of them. Gone, and I never saw them again." Memories like that live on, not only for those who walked out of the building alive but for the relatives and friends of each of the hundreds of men, women and children killed that day. Among those who lay buried in the ruins were dozens of children from the building's day care center. Elderly men and women, some with grandchildren in tow, who were waiting to ask questions or deal with problems at the social security office were crushed by falling concrete. Oklahoma City represented a disaster new and terrible to the American scene: one intentionally caused. "There were no properties to rebuild and relative few material goods to replace," notes the Rev. Leon A. Phillips, Jr., director of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America's (ELCA) Lutheran Disaster Response (LDR), adding "but there were human lives to rebuild." In the year between the explosion that brought trauma to an entire nation in fear that it might be under siege, and the trial of the man arrested for an apparent solitary act, Lutheran Disaster Response has been in the forefront of helping to rebuild the lives of people who were there. As American eyes and ears turn toward Denver in the hope that someone will make sense out of the madness that wrenched their hearts a year ago, Lutheran Social Services of Kansas-Oklahoma (LSS-KO) will intensify its emphasis on counseling and helping the people of Oklahoma City cope with their painful reminders of loss. The Rev. Foster R. McCurley, a Lutheran theologian, and Rabbi Alan Weitzman, authors of Making Sense Out of Sorrow, who held seminars last spring to help pastors and care givers deal with grief, will return this month to provide follow-up assistance. "A year after the bombing, we know that few domestic disasters have been so emotionally difficult for those who were the caregivers," Phillips said. "People turned to their faith counselors, seeking spiritual answers in the wake of human evil. Pastors and others -- themselves grieving the community's loss -- were called upon to hear again and again the agonizing stories of those who suffered and to lead them through their grief," Phillips said. He added, "Religious leaders and church disaster relief personnel were confronted by questions regarding the nature of evil." LDR pastoral care specialist the Rev. Gary L. Harbaugh conducted a retreat for clergy and workshops for both pastors and caregivers. Hundreds of copies of Making Sense Out of Sorrow were distributed to families and survivors. The efforts this month represent an interfaith response that began quickly the day of the bombing. Within an hour of the explosion, LSS-KO staff were on the scene and at local hospitals to comfort the injured and hold the families of the dead as they waited for news. A partner in one of the country's leading social ministry networks, they worked together with other church and benevolent agencies trying to alleviate that initial pain. LSS-KO has maintained its year-long ministry to Oklahoma City residents most affected in the explosion's aftermath, including both those displaced by damage to adjacent living complexes and people who risked their own safety and lives to rescue survivors and recover the dead. Their work was undergirded financially and augmented by personnel representing LDR, an arm of ELCA and the Lutheran Church-Missouri Synod (LCMS), and funded by designated member contributions. Since 1992 the ELCA has disbursed over $12.5 million for such domestic disasters as Hurricanes Andrew and Marilyn, floods in the northeast and midwest, and the Northridge (California) earthquake. The initial response of both LDR and LSS-KO was to minister to the needs of those directly affected by the bombing. They established a telephone "hot line" a few days after the explosion, and for weeks provided counseling to hundreds who called in for help and assurance. According to Phillips, "Lutherans provided special counseling and pastoral care in the African American community, which was disproportionately affected by the tragedy." As the circle of loss expanded, pastoral care meant reaching out to others who would have also fallen through the cracks: * Hundreds of elderly residents of Regency Towers, directly across from the destroyed Federal Building, were forced from structurally damaged apartments. For more than six months, as they lived in temporary quarters LDR assisted them, providing emergency supplies and needed goods. LDR aided most resident's return to Regency Towers in November, helping the last five people move back in February. * LDR worked with 32 men, women and children left homeless when the explosion damaged boarding houses that did not reopen. LDR and LSS-KO staff helped them examine alternatives for new housing, making long-term arrangements for one group home. Work with their resettlement and counseling continues a year after the explosion. * LSS-KO offered Spanish language counseling in the Latino community, where a mobile counseling van was stationed after the disaster. * Special materials were prepared to help teachers in public, parochial and Sunday church schools deal with the fears, grief and anxiety of children. LSS-KO published a book and offered grief counseling training to teachers. The book has been used with children throughout the United States. Even if the trial in Colorado renders a conclusion for what happened in Oklahoma last April, the pain and memories for those who survive the consequences will not be over. "As long as their struggle lasts, they will be supported by the ministries of LSS- KO, LDR and others who have not forgotten their pain and who continue to offer help," Phillips said. Other Lutheran partner organizations that have helped undergird the ongoing relief efforts coordinated by LDR and LSS-KO include Lutheran Hour Ministries, Lutheran Brotherhood and Aid Association for Lutherans. -- 30 -- Available for interviews: The Rev. Leon A. Phillips Jr., director, Lutheran Disaster Response, Wescosville, Pa. Phone: 610/395-6891 Bernice Karstensen, executive director, Lutheran Social Services of Kansas-Oklahoma, Wichita, Kan. Phone: 316/686-6645 The Rev. Foster R. McCurley Jr., Mohnton, Pa. Phone: 610/775- 7298 The Rev. Gary L. Harbaugh, Orlando, Fla. Phone: 407/856-6204 Elaine Richter, director, LCMS World Relief, St. Louis phone: 800/248-1930 x.1392 [The Rev. Kurt Reichardt, associate director for internal church communication, ELCA Department for Communication, wrote this story for ELCA News and Information.] For information contact: Ann Hafften, Dir., ELCA News Service, (312) 380-2958; Frank Imhoff, Assoc. Dir., (312) 380-2955; Lia Christiansen, Asst. Dir., (312) 380-2956